last log in...=.=!! last year november

walao...alost forget i have a blog here already..pass my diploma..pass my internship..cum uk..and now..two more months to go back..

human-being are normally have habit..human being don't love to change something that is usually keep it for a period..so...i hope eerything remain the same when i back..

all people around me started to work ler..but me..still wondering wana to take master or not after this..haiz..btw..get iPhone4 dy...bt seriously..doesn't surprise me alot..i feel my HTC desire hd works better then iPhone..so give mum or sis ba when i bck..well..for now...good luck for me..oh ya..good luck for..Nancy too..hope she get the scholarship she wish to..haha..its happy when you feel u can help some one..even just abit =]oh ya...hope joyce jiejie have more rest not so stress on her homework also..and that little devil ah wei..hm..i know you r suffer de la..huggie..try my best to remain the same when i back k?

new phone..thanks you mum

祝福

好快..剩最后一个学期了..不知不觉的

还记得第一个学期进来的懵懂..从新熟悉陌生的环境..一路走来，说真的..最窝心的是有一班好朋友。虽然还有一个学期要过..但又得开始习惯少了一大半的朋友的感觉..一班比我早一个学期毕业的朋友..

姓名：shelley
特征：傻大姐
简介：还记得第一个sem的时候看到她的时候，真的觉得她很LC的leh..眼睛好像高高在上酱的.所以才跟她取了一个贴切的花名-satay，因为她串串的 xD 认识她久了以后就觉得其实她一点都不串而且很*傻大姐*。要是你找不到你的课室..放心啦～课室的方圆十里绝对可以听到她的声音..party/庆祝绝对不能少了她的声音助威！！虽然很少陪我们一起吃晚餐但唱K,走街，出去玩耍绝对是我们心中的人选啊！特爱和她对唱五月天！！
战绩：马六甲，金马伦，云顶，PD,阿杭，阿健，伟忠的生日，MOS，聚会!

姓名：Chloe
特征：娇小可爱，半鹹不淡的华语发音.
简介：Chloe!!是我的女人。不要误会..只是口头上不是行动上xD 第一次看到她真的会从她的口音误会她是BANANA.其实....她不是，而且华语还厉害过Ah Liang..哈哈哈～我真的很爱听她讲华语，真的很可爱。而且Chloe很平易近人..我觉得啦..哈哈，在她面前什么都可以谈的,心事，事非，废话..真的..什么都可以=]
战绩：金马伦，云顶，PD，阿航，阿健，伟忠的生日，聚会

姓名: Cani
特征： 九唔达八
简介：说真的..Cani在我心中很模糊。可能呢她比较少出来吧但是！！并不代表在我心中不重要！！她那九唔达八的性格真的很可爱。永远都不在状况中和慢两三排的反应。真的好笑到+01。尤其是carmen的birthday's video。真的是“尽展所长”。
战绩：PD，sunway,阿航，阿健，Ong&tonny的生日，聚会

姓名：HyunJoo
特征：百变的造型
简介：hyunjoo..我班上仅有的韩国人..真的是稀有动物xD 其实我也是通过satay和carmen才慢慢认识她的。*记住！！是她...当然..还有她的表姐妹妹xD*。从她身上可以让我觉醒原来女生可以这么可爱，记得！！是自然..不是装可爱！！没办法！就像我们每天讲的..我们班上没有女生..是她让我们觉得..ei..原来还有女生的哦。
战绩：carmen生日，聚会。

姓名：阿雄
特征：见风使舵
简介：阿雄！！andelu的housemate。我也是从andelu才开始认识阿雄的。一句讲完..assignment king..简称，A.K.46!!没有一个礼拜是听到他讲他得空的!!不过..至少还有时常陪我吃晚餐啦..算不错啦..哈哈哈～A.K.46 退休了。接下来就换我接他的棒子吧..=p
战绩：carmen生日，聚会，sunway

还有太多了..抱歉要是没列出..但没关系..回忆永远找心中，关系一直联系着..真的真的！！很感谢你们给了我这么多回忆，让我觉得呢..我的学院生涯这么完美..祝福你们！！

这女孩...

“这女孩还可真可爱”，这是我的第一个影响..
娇小的身高，应该到我肩膀吧..大大的眼睛，一头短发散发出满满自信..不行不行。怎么能这么没礼貌的看着人家呢？但...多瞄一眼没关系的吧 xD

“这女孩还真与众不同”，这是我认识她后的印象..
"没有啦～没有啦～”是她的口头禅..别想在她身上找到一般女孩的娇滴滴。自给自足的独立性格绝对会让你大跌眼镜。即使大部分时间都在没意见的附议别人的话但她的眼中总有股不认输的精神..

"这女孩还可真率直”。口齿伶俐，搞得我完全无招架之力，我想我败在她手里了～句句都顶心顶肺..比魔咒还厉害，搞得我哭笑不得..或许..欲罢不能比较贴切吧..对!!欲罢不能的陷下去..哈哈～算我自招吧但是横祸还是福气～还是未知之数..xD

时间!!时间能证明一切..我们都相信的..它能无情的摧毁一段感情但要是经得起考验可就另外一回事咯...
深不深厚..还言之过早..但至少我们愿意尝试...要是没第一步谁也不知到会不会到走到最终..

信任!!是维持感情的妙方。万试万灵..但明白永远都比行动来的困难..可是..困难不代表没可能，就像金字塔..是可以一点一点的从最低建立起来!!前提是..你愿不愿付出你的时间，行动和真心作为你的根基..

沟通！！是让感情保鲜的灵药。推磨猜测只会让自己转牛角尖。不如打开心房的在彼此心中建立起王国吧..坦诚加上信任是最完美的组合，缺一不可..至少我们都认同这一点..=]

后记：
机会是上天的恩赐，能不能成功我们能做的只有努力去实现。一路平坦也好，崎岖山路也好。我都希望陪在我身边的人是这女孩..

finally new update

finally im here for new update...quite long never update my blog..cuz lazy lo =p
well..first..im havin my final lo week after next week..after i pass tis sem..im gonna be more free..cuz next sem i jz left 2 sub oni..

and guess wat!!!i saw a nice cute gal tat attract me alot alot..as usual!!a pretty gal oways get nickname from me..haha..her name for me is WiWi =p sHHhh..let see...i saw her in canteen at 1st..erm..with a formal white shirt with blue line on it,ops..she got me!!bt jz 1st saw den like her bit imposible la..bt she make me wanna noe more abt her..wow...den faster i go and ask hang..do u noe tat junior blax3!!and guess wat..ah hang say is same batch with him.bt wait wait..cant too desperate...wil scare ppl..i noe de rule of relation..not for hook..as charis tel me b4...communication..understanding..i dun wan 2 spoil anythng..she's cute..haha..and reli long time never face de prob..walao..im so paiseh infront her..special *thanks* to hang,bryan and jensen lo =.=!! haha..and she's damn cute when she paiseh=p wait wait~come bck come bck..dun b too excited..let tis thng grow and i will gv my best =]

as i say.girl with short hair is de best..i mean for me..dun u thk gal with short hair look more confident..and gv u a fel like very independent??=p joyce la,siouwei,yukiko,and WiWi also in short hair..wow..dey look so attractive with tat=]

as for eileen jiejie..hope u enjoy at tanjung rambutan la..haha..u sui there cuz u siao siao also,hahaha =p..MOS cant la..cuz im goin johor tis week..mayb nxt time a..sry hui rong also..

Hang oways say me stupid..say me do too over for pinky..not even hang..almost all of my close fren..bt u noe..sumtime hor when u hav sum1 u like..u willin to do lot for her jz 2 see her hapi..got sum1 support beside u all de time is xinfu..and u found sum1 u willin to support also a kind of xinfu de..bt x wory..haha..i found sum1 i feel more willin and i hope..will be my oni 1 i wanted to support =] haha..x wory ba hang and ah liu,u wun got chance to say me stupid dy cuz i feel tis 1 more worth..=p

i look like flower heart??lolx..jz bcuz im kou hua hua??damn u ong and hang say me lidat =p hahaha...yup..i admit i oways playful around, kou hua hua..bt u all noe also de a..im jz playin..kiddin..there r sumthng i will be serious behind my joke..

well..i beter stop here..kinda tire..niteZzzz

R.I.P grandma

外婆走了有三个星期了吧。可惜她出殡那天刚巧碰到我的考试所以赶不回来，永远的遗憾...

从小到大，外婆给我的印象就是很凶，小时候表哥表姐们都喜欢到外婆家玩。有很多房间可以给我们玩老师教学生，有花园啊可以给我们打羽球，还有采花！！然后就会听到她老人家开始骂人了：死人夭寿，采采采！！（福建话），外婆家后面的鸡寮养了很多鸡啊，鸭啊..每次都很喜欢偷偷的喂它们然后看着它们东一群，西一群的跟着你的饲料走但是！！千万不要给外婆看到不然你就残了，她发起火来不是开玩笑的！她都不喜欢我们这班孙吵吵闹闹的，从前我们都不明白甚至还很讨厌外婆..到现在才知道原来老一辈都不善于表达，她们很相信棒下出孝子这一套。即使到了这一代..

咖啡味..很kao的kopi-o是外婆家给我的味道，每天早上如果有去的话一定会闻到的，还有咸饼！就是现在拿来配MILO的那种HupSeng饼。她都会买很多放在家里。还有！外婆家的冰箱永远都有吃不完的水果..不过令我十指大动的是她的清炒番薯叶和西刀鱼丸！以前都认为清炒番薯叶是一道简单到不能简单的菜肴但自从外婆行动不便没有下厨后，真的真的再也尝不到了..那种刚刚好火候，不会炒的太水的感觉即使是在餐馆也吃不到的。西刀鱼丸..即使是老妈也做不到外婆那种咬劲..

自从几年前她摔了一跤后，老人病开始一个接一个的来了..老人痴呆，行动不便..但药物的控制，她的老人痴呆都没什么的，至少还认得我们..只是行动不便令到她每天都呆在偌大的老家...家里做工的做工，读书的读书..每次我去的时候发现她苍老的许多，火气也没以前那么大了..每次都跟我聊天..叫我小心这个那个，天气热喝多点水..到现在才知道，她也只不过是想家人的关怀..他要的可能不是很多的家用而是家人的陪伴..

很多遗憾的感觉不能用语言表达..当作我词穷好啦..但可能她的声音，她的影子永远都在我心里..永远永远...安息吧...我爱你..

im jz fine..

finaly..she willing to tell me wat actualy she fell all tis time..
i noe every single word she tel me..she've type and keep inside her hp..struggle whether wanna send 2 me..i noe she scare hurt me..

i noe she fel guilty bt actualy..im hapi lot inside my heart..atleast she willin 2 tel me wat she fel..i've been guessin all de time..its hard and suffer..

i noe she wanna concentrate on study nw..bt den..i x mind spend my time waitin..

i noe riligion is a heavy and sensitive isue..bt i never mind abt tat alot..i've been tat near 2 dady in heaven b4 even though at last i lost my motivation bt tats never been a prob for me..i willin 2 get my new motivation 2 get near him again...

bt den..when cum to de most important part..den i was like..hm..okie..u deserve sum1 u love..not sum1 who love u..

fine ba..i jz gv up like u wanted all de time..mayb fren are de nearest step i can get near u..bt nvm..like u say..no one will noe wat wil happened in future rite?hm..mayb future..mayb...bt for nw..ehe..i noe wat u mean..=)

dun wory..im fine..relax tat never hav b4..thx for willin share with me ur feel..we're good fren ma =)