im jz fine..

finaly..she willing to tell me wat actualy she fell all tis time..
i noe every single word she tel me..she've type and keep inside her hp..struggle whether wanna send 2 me..i noe she scare hurt me..

i noe she fel guilty bt actualy..im hapi lot inside my heart..atleast she willin 2 tel me wat she fel..i've been guessin all de time..its hard and suffer..

i noe she wanna concentrate on study nw..bt den..i x mind spend my time waitin..

i noe riligion is a heavy and sensitive isue..bt i never mind abt tat alot..i've been tat near 2 dady in heaven b4 even though at last i lost my motivation bt tats never been a prob for me..i willin 2 get my new motivation 2 get near him again...

bt den..when cum to de most important part..den i was like..hm..okie..u deserve sum1 u love..not sum1 who love u..

fine ba..i jz gv up like u wanted all de time..mayb fren are de nearest step i can get near u..bt nvm..like u say..no one will noe wat wil happened in future rite?hm..mayb future..mayb...bt for nw..ehe..i noe wat u mean..=)

dun wory..im fine..relax tat never hav b4..thx for willin share with me ur feel..we're good fren ma =)