im jz fine..

finaly..she willing to tell me wat actualy she fell all tis time..
i noe every single word she tel me..she've type and keep inside her hp..struggle whether wanna send 2 me..i noe she scare hurt me..

i noe she fel guilty bt actualy..im hapi lot inside my heart..atleast she willin 2 tel me wat she fel..i've been guessin all de time..its hard and suffer..

i noe she wanna concentrate on study nw..bt den..i x mind spend my time waitin..

i noe riligion is a heavy and sensitive isue..bt i never mind abt tat alot..i've been tat near 2 dady in heaven b4 even though at last i lost my motivation bt tats never been a prob for me..i willin 2 get my new motivation 2 get near him again...

bt den..when cum to de most important part..den i was like..hm..okie..u deserve sum1 u love..not sum1 who love u..

fine ba..i jz gv up like u wanted all de time..mayb fren are de nearest step i can get near u..bt nvm..like u say..no one will noe wat wil happened in future rite?hm..mayb future..mayb...bt for nw..ehe..i noe wat u mean..=)

dun wory..im fine..relax tat never hav b4..thx for willin share with me ur feel..we're good fren ma =)

im jz fine..

my 21st bday

so..like wat i've plan with my fren...my nilai fren comuing nilai for my bday...my hsemate la..andrew satay dem la..even eileen and h.rong..tats touch me alot=)

1st day..we reach at 3 sumthng after eatin ABC den dey come 2 my hse while waitin de thng prepared..until 5 sumthng we start 2 go 2 de seaside..we havin lot fun there..bt eileen jiejie and h.rong syok sendiri x wan join us..hahah xD nw regret u r x in tat pic dy ba..hahah..nvm nvm..luckily later take lot pic cover bck xD

nite time..we havin BBQ, talkin ghost story,chit chat..hahah..bt again!!eileen jiejie Zz at 2a.m so early...lolx..all of dem Zz at 5 a.m bt nvm..yes finaly i c de pig Zz xD sry ba..hahahah
oh ya.1 more funny thng..cuz at 1st a..i call eileen jiejie pinky de ma..start fr sem 1..so my hsemate all folo me call her pinky..lolx..so funny when dey call her pinky..lolx..x wory la..i wil try 2 change dem bck de la eileen jiejie..de sec day...after eatin yummy laza mee~and playin at de scary scary place..take lot pic * tis time u inclu la eileen jiejie xD* den we bck lo..cuz eileen jiejie and h.rong rushing bck k.pilah and bahau...bt anyway...my bday is perfect for me cuz u all =)

thx u guys..i love u all=)